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Together Through the Dark

by Slaid Cleaves

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1.
written by Slaid Cleaves, Rod Picott Dark clouds gather on the western range This time it feels like more than just another cold hard rain Rivers rising over old flood lines Here come the prophets, calling out the end of times When the night comes creeping in And the day has left a mark I’ll take you by the hand Together through the dark We nurse our bruises and we touch our scars We look up to the night, seeing chaos in the stars Through endless time the same old dance We stray out into the dark, in search of one last chance When the night comes creeping in And the day has left a mark I’ll take you by the hand Together through the dark I'll tend the fire through the night and through the doubt Can't fight the storm outside, but we can wait it out This world is hard from the day you’re born You can't pick up the rose without a handful of thorns Holding on to the slimmest hope You can beg for mercy or you can pray for a little more rope When the doubt comes creeping in And life has left a mark I’ll take you by the hand Together through the dark When the night comes creeping in And the day has left a mark I’ll take you by the hand Together through the dark Together through the dark Together through the dark
2.
written by Slaid Cleaves, Brian Koppelman I lit a candle for the lost and lonely And I stepped out into the night When I heard a voice call out my name From under the streetlamp light I knew him from my bar room days Those were rough and rowdy times Just two old men talkin' 'bout a life long left behind He said, I know that I ain’t ever going back to that old life But I'll admit I sometimes think about those wild, wild nights I could never pass up defending The honor of a working girl From some tanked up low life poser Tryin' to take her for a twirl Or schoolin' some low down rounder For dealin' that bottom card If you messed with me, boys You'd go down hard Oh the headaches and the handcuffs, I'm glad to leave behind And these days I remember where I was last night But sometimes, I still think that I could win one last bar fight [instrumental] Then I saw the old man smiling I saw the laughter 'round his eyes All them stories of my glory days, he said Those are mostly lies And when it came to throwing hands How that whiskey made me dance But I never had any more than a puncher's chance He said, I know that I ain’t ever going back to that old life But I'll admit I sometimes think about those wild, wild nights I could never pass up defending The honor of a working girl From some tanked up low life poser Tryin' to take her for a twirl Or schoolin' some low down rounder For dealin' that bottom card If you messed with me, boys You'd go down hard Oh the headache and the handcuffs, I'm glad to leave behind And these days I remember what I did last night And sometimes, I still think that I could win But with a crooked nose and a battered jaw and a shoulder that never healed right Maybe in the end, I guess it's best, I've had my last bar fight
3.
written by Slaid Cleaves, Rod Picott I saw it comin' but it came down hard as a stone Laid my brother down in his grave We had one last whiskey over his bones He was a fighter but he knew he was facing the end Hope I'm as brave when it comes my time And we're gathered round the bedside again I don't wonder 'bout it anymore Now I know how much a heart can take I count my blessings and I carry on Until the next heartbreak I hold my wife a little closer now in the dark I say a prayer for the ones I know Who make it through the night with just one heart Got through the hard times, boxed 'em up in the past Back to the living, back to sunny days But we're old enough to know it won't last I don't wonder 'bout it anymore Now I know how much a heart can take I count my blessings and I carry on Until the next heartbreak [instrumental] You chop wood, carry water, should be simple enough Till your down on your knees, looking up At the sky with a fear that you’re not that tough All is quiet now, but the mind races on Reach for the bottle on the old nightstand Good times keep rolling along I don't wonder 'bout it anymore Now I know how much a heart can take I count my blessings and I carry on I don't wonder 'bout it anymore Now I know how much a heart can take I count my blessings and I carry on Until the next heartbreak
4.
written by Slaid Cleaves, Duke Levine I stayed in town too long I guess I can't afford regrets I saw the writing on the wall We all pinned our hopes upon The politician's song But all is silent in the empty union hall Was a time, when factories hummed Enough for everyone We didn't notice what we had Today I'll drive to the Dollar Tree I work from 8 to 3 And then nursing home, to check on Mom and Dad Sister married, moved out west Took the civil service test Delivers bills and junk mail On the streets of the big city now Younger brother joined the Corps And on deployment number four Took some shrapnel in his knee And puts up with the pain somehow And as for those who moved away I wonder if they'd say They think about this place they left behind This old house is all that's left A family once so blessed The memories echo off the walls at Christmastime The memories echo off the walls at Christmastime
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written by Slaid Cleaves, Terri Hendrix, Lloyd Maines It’s double shift Tuesday on minimum wage (How'd you end up here?) I'm treadmill running on a wheel in a cage (How'd you end up here?) Headline says the economy's boomin' (How'd you end up here?) You work all night till you stop feelin' human (How'd you end up here?) I'm rolling up nickels and dimes For a meal and a bottle of beer I know my momma's lookin' down on me, sayin' How'd you end up here? People pass me on the street, don't even see me (How'd you end up here?) I blend right in with the trash and grafitti (How'd you end up here?) I made some mistakes, yeah, that's on me (How'd you end up here?) You live and learn that nothing's ever free (How'd you end up here?) I once had a dream so bright But dreams tend to disappear I know my momma's lookin' down on me, sayin' How'd you end up here So tired of singing the same old song (How'd you end up here?) I know this isn't where I belong (How'd you end up here?) Don't wanna be a pawn in a rich man's game (How'd you end up here?) Someday everybody gonna know my name (How'd you end up here?) Someday everybody gonna know my name Someday everybody gonna know my name
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written by Adam Carroll, Slaid Cleaves In a dusty old church basement My daddy lit his second cigarette Spoke of all the years he wasted Letting go of all those old regrets And as I watch my own smoke settle It's not too hard to understand That so much of who I am today Well, I just picked up second hand Was a time that I was searching For something I could call my own Guess I didn't really have the goods Now I'm rolling over one more payday loan Took a load down to the local pawn Went back to work for my old man Drivin' home tonight to the wife and kids In a Plymouth that I bought second hand Cactus growing 'round that old blue van We used to roll out across this land Feeling brave and free, we were singing Born to Run I go and visit her from time to time Sun settin through that old red pine Just held together with spare parts and duct tape till you’re done I know I'm not the one she fell for She smiles but I can see it in her eyes And when she stares into the distance I know there's only so much she can hide I’m headed to the tent revival Where lost souls reach for heaven's plan I gotta find some kind of light tonight Even if it's only second hand Cactus growing 'round that old blue van We used to roll out across this land So many times, I can’t remember where we started from I go and visit her from time to time Sun settin' through that old red pine Just held together with spare parts and duct tape till you’re done In a dusty old church basement My daddy lit another cigarette Blew the smoke up to the ceiling Letting go of all those old regrets And as I watch my own smoke settle It's not too hard to understand That so much of who I am today Well I just picked up second hand I just picked up second hand
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Arnold Nash 04:49
written by Slaid Cleaves He was a good prisoner, a bad citizen A terrible family man Living a life of crime, just do the math Half his life in prison The other half on the run I'll tell you all the story of Arnold Nash I got a call from the warden When they found the empty cell I said, I'm retired, but I'll tell you what I know Most men do their time Wishing they were back at home But Arnold, well, he's got no place to go We were buddies back in grade school He'd come to the house and play No one knows what set him on his path Some would say a broken home Can turn a good kid bad Some insist he was never more than trash In '81 my dad was sheriff And I aimed to fill his shoes As Arnold was starting up his own career He'd work twice as hard at stealing Than he would at an honest job He'd take anything from dope to fishing gear He was a good prisoner, a bad citizen A terrible family man Living a life of crime, just do the math Half a life in prison The other half on the run This here is the story of Arnold Nash Well, I chased him through the woods of Maine A good many times Once through a driving snow in his stocking feet He'd be locked up for a while A year or two at most And then he'd be right back out on the street He was a burglar and a thief With two escapes to boot In '91 he crossed over the line He beat to death his neighbor For a VA check to cash And so Arnold went up state for the big time [instrumental] With a 45-year sentence He thought he was in for good He spent a quarter century inside And for his good behavior They shaved off 18 years They said, Arnold, you'll soon pack your bags and ride So I reassured the warden No need to worry, son This old prisoner, he won't be going far Sure enough, when he got hungry He come out of the shady woods Walked right up to the blue state trooper's car These days I'm in retirement And I guess old Nash is too And I know what he saw on the Bangor Road He saw comfort in that cruiser Saw three squares and a bed Relieved to come to the end of this episode He was a good prisoner, a bad citizen A terrible family man Living a life of crime, just do the math Half a life in prison The other half on the run Now you all know the story of Arnold Nash Now I've told the true story of Arnold Nash
8.
written by Slaid Cleaves Way back in Blanco County I knew a troubled soul This cowboy couldn't get out of his own way A chip upon his shoulder Quick to lose control Diggin' himself deeper every day Losing friends and family Stumbling along Kicked out of every drinking hole in town Every day just singin' The same old jukebox song Until he learned to put the shovel down Some guys keep right on diggin' You could say they're trouble bound If you want to get out of the hole you're in The first thing you gotta do is put the shovel down Well, I don't mean to be a preacher And I know that I'm no saint You can ask all the people I have hurt What I've got to say, boys You can take or leave: Quit your diggin' and climb up outa the dirt Some guys keep right on diggin' You could say they're trouble bound If you want to get out of the hole you're in The first thing you gotta do is put the shovel down I woke up this morning Watched the climbing sun Counted up my blessings one by one And I will be here standing When that sun goes down Because I learned to put the shovel down Some guys keep right on diggin' You could say they're trouble bound Some guys just won't stop diggin' Till they're six feet underground Some guys keep right on diggin' It's no mystery, I've found If you want to get out of the hole you're in The first thing you gotta do is put the shovel down
9.
written by Slaid Cleaves, Ron Coy Sandy worked in Dallas in an office in the sky Chattin' up the oil men, her hair piled high Bought designer clothes at the Galleria Mall Dancin' in Deep Ellum, she was fairest of them all The huSbands and the houses, they'd come and then they'd go And when the dust would settle, she'd be right back on her own If you want to get ahead you got to do the shuck and jive So every day it's out of bed and onto 35 Putting on mascara in the rearview mirror In the back seat of her mind there's a little flash of fear Is this the life she wanted when she was a little girl Or is there something more out in the great big world? She started feeling crazy, she started thinking wild She wondered what would happen if she drove 600 miles She planned her getaway, she had the motive and the means That's how a beaten down Dallas gal became the Chili Queen After twenty-too many years chasing wedding rings She traded in her Lexus, sold off all her things Goodbye to fancy dinners, goodbye to therapy She headed west on 20 with a chili recipe On the dash a pack of Salems and a half a pint of gin Not caring if she'd ever see the Metroplex again, no She drove all through the night toward that little border town It's time for starting over, no time for backing down Sunrise in Terlingua on that truck stop caffeine That's how a beaten down Dallas gal became the Chili Queen [instrumental] She found a place in Agua Fria with a kitchen out the back Bought some pots and pans and she started to relax Stirrin' and a-tastin' out in the open air Sunshine on her skin, desert breezes in her hair She won the chili cook-off, went off to celebrate Dancin' at La Kiva like she's 'bout to levitate She kissed a river rat, they started singing drinking songs Said, I'm here for a good time, I'm not here for long Now they're headed for the desert in search of mescaline She planned her getaway, she had the motive and the means Sunrise in Terlingua on that truck stop caffeine Dancin' at the Starlight like she was seventeen That's how a beaten down Dallas gal became the Chili Queen
10.
Sparrow 03:10
written by Slaid Cleaves, Rod Picott Bedroom curtains sway By a window fan He brings a faded pillow To his face A hint of her perfume Haunting the room Hiding in the shadows of this place Tenement concrete steps Pretty, young and pale A cigarette on her lips Leaning on the rail He pulled up in his car Asking her name A thrill, that her heart could not contain A life that started hard Turned soft with age The disappearing years Blew by like days A calendar in the picture show Tears off page by page Life unwinds Today, his little sparrow flew away Bobbins and pins Needle and thread The quilt that she made For their wedding bed Chisel and saw Hammer and plane The pine box and a cross Where he carved her name By the open barn door He drinks alone In the elm a lone crow looks away No more to be done Losing the sun In the silence, watching the sky turn gray A life that started hard Turned soft with age The disappearing years Blew by like days A calendar in the picture show Tears off page by page Life unwinds Today, his little sparrow flew away Today, his little sparrow flew away
11.
written by Slaid Cleaves, Karen Poston Ancient mountains sleep below the gentle sway of pines Where ancient traumas linger in the murky mists of time Where some men claim to carry on a lost, alluring cause Their better angels ever led astray by nature's darker laws See the man, from humble home he goes to work each day Until he's told a stranger soon will take his job away The sun goes down, and in his heart a quiet anger gnaws In his veins there runs the quickened blood of nature's darker laws "You must go on," our Father said, "Your faith will see you through." And all day long he trudges on, he wants it to be true But when he hears the demagogue, the rapturous applause He's found the voice that fills the emptiness with nature's darker laws On every screen the fear and blame is all that he can see The nightly news, it shows him how to see his enemy The radio, it feeds the lies the grievances because There's money to be made by tapping in to nature's darker laws He holds a gun and feels he's in control for the first time His captain yells that fighting for your country is no crime He joins the crowd and holds a flag that stands for what once was In violence he's found a brotherhood through nature's darker laws [instrumental] Ancient mountains sleep below the gentle sway of pines Where ancient traumas linger in the murky mists of time Where some men claim to carry on a lost, alluring cause Their better angels ever led astray by nature's darker laws By nature's darker laws
12.
written by Slaid Cleaves, Rod Picott You won't find it in a bottle It's as quiet as a prayer It's quicker than rain, thinner than air You can't ask it of another It's more valuable than gold Ever out of reach A mystery to behold It always follows truth It dwells deep inside Though you search the world from low to high You listen in the dark In the deep of the night You try once again, and again You try to make your own light You might find it in a lover That only works for a while Your hunger to quench, your soul to beguile You only glimpse it for a moment Turn your gaze away, it's gone Everywhere and nowhere The universe's song If you long to go home First you'll have to leave If you want to laugh, you’re gonna grieve You listen in the dark In the deep of the night You try once again, and again You try to make your own light [instrumental] It always follows truth It dwells deep inside Though you search the world from low to high You listen in the dark In the deep of the night You try once again, and again You try to make your own light
13.
Ballad of the Silver Dollar written by Slaid Cleaves, Jeff Elliott, Robert George and Mike Morgan I started out as just a lump of silver ore In Denver, minted as a dollar back in '34 Traded through the Dust Bowl and the swamps of Louisian’ My journey is what made me what I am One day a drifter found me in a dusty barn Put me in his pocket, kept me for a lucky charm Shined me with his ragged shirt and hopped a freight that night He vowed that he would soon start living right Up out of the ground come dust and silver And a wise man comes to know what each is worth Dreaming up and building out a life for all to see Till dust and silver return to the earth The young man enlisted after Pearl in '41 Got a uniform, a paycheck, and an army issued gun From Normandy on to Ardennes, in the battlefields of France He held me, in his trembling muddy hands Somehow we made it back to the old USA With the G.I. Bill and a couple of years of saved up soldiers pay He raised a family, prospered, was respected in the end He'd show me off to family and friends Every day he turned me with his fingers and his thumb Placed me on his bedside table when the day was done Bowed his head and said a prayer of gratitude, sincere As I grew smooth and thinner year by year inst It was late one night on his old back porch rockin’ chair He dropped me by his boot heel as he said his final prayer And now we rest together, our travelling days no more In the quiet earth, just like a lump of ore Up out of the ground come dust and silver And a wise man comes to know what each is worth Dreaming up and building out a life for all to see Till dust and silver return to the earth Dreaming up and building out a life for all to see Till dust and silver return to the earth
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Mister Morgan by Slaid Cleaves As I sat upon my porch one day a truck came up my road Unsettling the quiet of my Hill Country abode The man said, It's your lucky day, there's money to be made The wells out west are flowing and there's pipeline to be laid He said a Mister Morgan made this offer genuine And promised untold riches if I signed here on the line Well, breaking up my land doesn't sit so well with me I don't want a man from Houston to control my destiny My father bought this land, and I've roamed it all my life It's here I'll spend my golden years with grandkids and wife So please tell Mister Morgan I'll be passing on his deal I'm not interested in promises, I'll stick with something real His face turned dark and angry and he quit his jolly tone Said, Buddy, I would hate to see you lose your pretty home He said, You best be careful, you don't know what's in store Home and family matter still, but Mister Morgan matters more He said, Think it over mister, I'll give you 30 days We'll sue for a hundred thousand if you don't do as I say I looked across the rolling oaks and asked how could this be? That a man can pay some lawyers to take this land from me So I looked up my rep and said, I checked a box for you I'm a voter in this district, must be something you can do Mister Morgan wants to tear into my fathers legacy Sometimes I get the feeling no one's looking out for me Morgan doesn't live here and he can not vote for you I suppose he lines your pockets, though, 'cause that's what rich men do The politician smiled and said, There's things I can't ignore I appreciate your vote, sir, but Mister Morgan matters more Now there's birdsong in the breeze, a distant neighbor mows a lawn Bluebonnets in the meadow that soon will all be gone I've seen the surveyors, and tomorrow come the trucks And the backhoes and the graders, kicking up their dust Like a death in our own family, that's just how it feels A slow and painful ending to what we thought was real To all of you shareholders, I hope you know the cost I hope you know your dividend was paid by someone's loss And when you count your money, sir, I hope you know the price: A scar upon my land, my little bit of paradise I won't forget the words spoken by the old screen door Home and family matter still, but Mister Morgan matters more

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Cleaves and producer Scrappy Jud Newcomb teamed up for the third time in early 2022 between Covid surges to record a new batch of songs, Slaid’s first in five years. Familiar themes of struggle and resilience will be a surprise to no one. As Scrappy puts it, “This album speaks to the hopeful, the hard working, the battered, confused, and the sad. But above all to the believers in the city of freedom that we heard in the stories of our youth and all those FM radio hits.”

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released March 3, 2023

Produced by Scrappy Jud Newcomb

Recorded by Pat Manske at The Zone, Dripping Springs, Texas

Mixed by Chaos Theory with Slaid Cleaves

Mastered by Alex McCollough at True East Mastering, Nashville, Tennessee

Album art by Genevieve Paradis

C Slaid Cleaves P Candy House Media www.slaid.com

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Slaid Cleaves Wimberley, Texas

Modern day traveling folk singer. He’s telling your story. Writes and records songs that strike people’s hearts and become a part of their lives.

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